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I've tried to fight this feeling,
To make it go away.
I've tried to stay determined
To make it through the day.
But nothing I do helps me.
I find I'm still depressed.
I feel so tired always
Even with hours of rest.
I find I rarely hunger.
I eat to pass the time.
I wish I could be happy.
Is that really such a crime?
I thought that I once could be,
That I could be like the rest of you.
I thought that I found someone,
But then he declared us through.
I don't know what happened.
Did I do something wrong?
I thought that we were perfect.
To end things just feels wrong.
I know that there was difference,
That we had little time
To share with one another.
But to me, that was all right.
I could have waited for you,
Only seen you once a year.
I'd talk when you could manage.
But that wasn't enough, I fear.
You tossed me to that pavement.
Without another look.
You said you didn't want to drag things out,
That you were letting me off the hook.
But that's not what you wanted.
Please, oh can't you see?
Or maybe here's the truth:
You never wanted me.
What He Wanted
Going through a tough breakup. Not really coping well.
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I offered to dance with the devil.
He took my hand and led the way.
We swayed all night to the music.
HE whispered sweet nothings into my ear.
When the dance was over, we took a walk.
We  gazed at the night sky.
He made the stars twinkle just for me.
It looked like they were dancing too.
I offered the devil a kiss.
He greedily took my lips with his own.
Soon, I found myself offering the devil my body.
Greedily, he devoured that too.
I offered the devil my heart.
He laughed and told me he had already stolen it away.
I offered him all my time.
He took it all away without a second thought.
And with my time and heart in his hands,
He used and abused me like I always knew he would.
But i didn't mind.
I looked at the devil and saw he was happy with what I gave away.
I've always lived to please others.
I gave the devil all I had to give.
He took everything I offered and more.
But the man who took it all away was not really the devil.
He was just another man.
But he might as well have been the devil for all he took from me,
For all the pain and emptiness he dealt to me,
And the lack of what he offered back.
She was never afraid of the demons
That danced within his eyes.
She was never afraid of the darkness
That was buried deep inside.
She was never afraid of his secrets,
The hidden truths he kept.
She was never afraid of his struggles
Or the tears he silently wept.
She was never afraid of his past,
The ghosts that haunt him still.
She was never afraid of his enemies
Who have yet to have their fill.
She was never afraid of the monster
That hid beneath the skin.
She was never afraid of the challenges
When the darkness tried to win.
She was never afraid of the man.
She was never afraid of the beast.
She was never afraid of his past
Or that it would ever be released.
She was never afraid of anything,
Especially not afraid of her man
But maybe she should have been
With a knife held in his hand.
Never Afraid
I had written something else but it was super dark and depressing so I deleted it and wrote this garbage. Have fun.
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    Hey guys, me again already. I just wanted to let you all know, I'm currently working two jobs right now. One of these jobs is a full-time factory position but it's temporary. I might have the chance to stay permanently, but I won't know for a while, so until then, I'm going to have to balance working there from 7-3 through the week and then closing at McDonald's every Tuesday and Thursday from 8-1/2 in the morning. It's going to be rough on me for a while and I'm going to be pretty tired most of the time so I don't know how much writing I'm going to feel like doing. I'm really hoping I can stay on with this company so I can quit McDonald's, but I don't know if that's going to happen. Even if I can, I won't be able to take the class for full-time permanence till sometime in February and I was only hired in for two weeks. But anyway, wish me luck guys, I really like this job and would love to stay with this company, so hope with me that this is in the cards. I'll do my best to upload at minimum once a week. I'm going to make an attempt to write a story based on that short intro a submitted for thoughts and opinions, but I probably won't do anything significant till I have some more time to brainstorm. However, I will continue to update that snippet so keep an eye out for it when I do and let me know what you guys think about how it's progressing and anything you think I might should change (aside from spelling and grammatical errors which ARE NOT my primary focus at the moment.) Much love, thank you for all of your support and understanding, and I hope to continue to entertain and inspire you all.
  • Listening to: The Storm Outside
  • Reading: New story?
  • Watching: GTLive
  • Playing: FNAF
  • Eating: Golden Oreo Mini
  • Drinking: Water
    Hello, readers. My name is Gloria Winters. Now, I want to make it clear in the beginning. I am not some amazing, undiscovered author. I'm not special, talented being. I've offered little to the world other than my simple existence and my desire to live a normal, boring life. Most would think me crazy, saying I wanted a normal life, but if anyone knew what I had been through, they might begin to understand. That I what I am writing here. This is not some story I've made up. What I am writing here really happened. This is not a fictional creation but a recording of events. Not recent events, mind you, but these are events long passed. I confess, it has taken me some time to work up the courage to document these events. All of you are likely confused and wondering what I'm talking about, however, most of you already know part of the story, but only what the news media revealed. They do not know everything that happened. They'd think me crazy if I told them the truth.
    What I am writing in these pages is the story of me, my friend Abigail Morrison, and what happened to us fifteen years ago. Chances are, you recognize that name. Hell, some of you may even recognize mine. For those of you who don't, allow me to offer a brief summary so that you will be able to more clearly follow as the story progresses. Fifteen years ago, in the small town of Vinemont, Alabama, Abigail Morrison was arrested at her parents' home on two counts of murder. According to the media, Abigail chopped her parents to little pieces with an axe before calling 911 and turning herself over to the police. She was then taken to court where she pleaded guilty, under the forces of insanity, and she has since been locked away in an asylum for the criminally insane. However, I am here to tell the world that this information is false, at least, partially so. But I'm not going to jump right in. To tell the whole story, I need to go back and start from the very beginning. And so, here we will begin.
Possible story
I don't know if I'm going to go anywhere with this or not, but I thought I'd show you guys and see what you think. If I do continue, it'll likely be a supernatural horror story (hopefully better than Slender Man cause holy hell that's awful to go back and look at and I really wish I finished the sequel I had worked on for so long).
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    Hey guys, me again already. I just wanted to let you all know, I'm currently working two jobs right now. One of these jobs is a full-time factory position but it's temporary. I might have the chance to stay permanently, but I won't know for a while, so until then, I'm going to have to balance working there from 7-3 through the week and then closing at McDonald's every Tuesday and Thursday from 8-1/2 in the morning. It's going to be rough on me for a while and I'm going to be pretty tired most of the time so I don't know how much writing I'm going to feel like doing. I'm really hoping I can stay on with this company so I can quit McDonald's, but I don't know if that's going to happen. Even if I can, I won't be able to take the class for full-time permanence till sometime in February and I was only hired in for two weeks. But anyway, wish me luck guys, I really like this job and would love to stay with this company, so hope with me that this is in the cards. I'll do my best to upload at minimum once a week. I'm going to make an attempt to write a story based on that short intro a submitted for thoughts and opinions, but I probably won't do anything significant till I have some more time to brainstorm. However, I will continue to update that snippet so keep an eye out for it when I do and let me know what you guys think about how it's progressing and anything you think I might should change (aside from spelling and grammatical errors which ARE NOT my primary focus at the moment.) Much love, thank you for all of your support and understanding, and I hope to continue to entertain and inspire you all.
  • Listening to: The Storm Outside
  • Reading: New story?
  • Watching: GTLive
  • Playing: FNAF
  • Eating: Golden Oreo Mini
  • Drinking: Water

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