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I'm screaming for help
At the top of my voice,
But no one can hear me
For the other loud noise
Because I'm not alone
In my pleas and my cries,
In my suffering and misery
And my aching goodbyes.
But try as I may
All the world has gone deaf.
It seems no one can care
For a poor girl's final breath.
So I'm ripping my lungs
For a plea that's in vain.
I will be strangled with muteness
And be driven insane.
At the top of my voice,
But no one can hear me
For the other loud noise
Because I'm not alone
In my pleas and my cries,
In my suffering and misery
And my aching goodbyes.
But try as I may
All the world has gone deaf.
It seems no one can care
For a poor girl's final breath.
So I'm ripping my lungs
For a plea that's in vain.
I will be strangled with muteness
And be driven insane.
Literature
The Words That I Don't Say
Incessant silence ebbs throughout the room from me to you.
Anger seethes from you to me which feeds into the hollow quiet.
Merciless stakes of words jab repeatedly into my skin and probe me into a permanent tight lip.
Secrets continue to bubble beneath the surface as they beg to spill forth.
Opening up old wounds that had only begun to scar over.
Regrets of the past and present continue to haunt my minds and threaten to spill.
Repetition of self hatred and disgust toward myself only beckons me to shut out the rest of the world.
Your words may reach me, but I am the one that is not responding as this hand only tightens around my neck.
Literature
Apology
I'm sorry I'm such a failure.
I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment.
I'm sorry I refuse to speak with you.
I'm sorry you won't even bother to hear me out.
I'm sorry I don't show my pain, nor bother to bare my soul in your presence.
I'm sorry I'm too weak to hold back my tears.
I'm sorry I'm not ready for the real world.
I'm sorry I'm afraid of failure.
I'm sorry I'm so depressed.
Maybe one day you'll understand...
Before it's too late.
Literature
I won't cry
You can ask me how I am.
that's okay I won't cry
I don't know how I am, I can't correctly describe it.
Other than to say there's a constant ache in my chest
and a tightness in my throat,
with swelled up emotions sitting somewhere at the back of my eyes.
You should be careful what you say
but then I can't even explain what triggers these feelings
so say what you like, I'll just react in which ever way,
cos I have no control now.
The way I feel everyday has become so familiar to me,
since I lost him.
Sometimes it´s so hard to bear,
the constant ache in my chest threatens to crush me
It's hard to breath.
The tightness in my throat burn
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Well written. I can sympathize with the depressing aspect; I've written some pretty gruesome stuff myself, but not half as good as this! It's a work of art.