Shards

Just let me go.
I'm trapped in my home.
I want to escape,
But I'm here all alone.
I'm stuck in this hell
With the same morbid song,
But I know this is
What I deserved all along.
I'm locked in my head
Wishing I could get out.
But praying won't help.
I can't scream; I can't shout.
Break my heart 
And break my mind
So there's shards of me
For my loved ones to find.